Went east coast park for 3D2N camping there.. cos cousin alicia bdae.. went there with zhiwen.. but he onli stay for 1N.. went there saw xiao b.. long time no see him liao.. shorten up all the details.. as i very tired to blog cos i onli slp for ard 6 hrs for 3 days.. had a lot of fun playing volley ball cycling fishing sleeping building my tent eating BBQ... really enjoyed the fun.. hope next time my whole family oso can tagged along.. but is impossible lah.. they seldom go for these outing.. especially my parents.. they would rather enjoy staying @ hm or with their frens.. long time never go out with my family to go enjoy since young.. i think the last time my family gather tgt was we went to zoo.. i oso not quite sure.. sianss.
$$$ issues
hais.. no $$ liao.. now hand tight tight.. sian.. borrow $$ from supervisor and frens to clear hm bills debt..feel very pai seh sia.. start work earn $$ still have to borrow.. jus start work onli oso borrow from my supervisor.. luckily my supervisor is good.. lend me $$ or else i dono who can i go to. my gang of brother cant help much as i know their probs too.. still owe my brother peng 300$. owe him for quite long time liao.. i think got 2 yrs liao.. but he always say to me, take your time to return.. i oso feel very pai seh.. every months give 300 for hse bills oso not enough..very tired of it liao.. very fan.. sometime wan to find someone to talk to but find no one to talk to.. can onli talk and write to my blog den everyone will see.. very tiring.. to sum it up.. owe my supervisor 200$, my colleague 100$, peng 300$. all is jus because of bills bills bills. next month pay left not much for me to spend.
upcoming activities to go if i have enough $.
14th august - going to caili's pub drink if she working.if not canceled.
16th august - Company event @ discovery ctr. such a boring events.still nid to find partner go de.. wth..
11th Sept - borrow lorry go rounding.. if not stay @ hm watch tv.
Start to feel a little lonely.. searching for my 命中注定。hope can find one that is faithful, caring , loving and don mind appearance..if anyone gonna ask me slim down den find. i not going to listen to your nonsense. cos my fren neither hav money nor looks and is bigger size than me but can find a good and caring gf coming to be future wife. den i think there is no need for me to slim down. my fren once told me a relationship is not about $$ and looks.. is abt feelings and trust..as for slim down i will go slim down de.. so now if can wish i can find a girl like this. i don wan those in their minds or eyes onli for appearances and $$.. but now must stop 1st cos i now in debts. wait til i free of debts den find one.. if really find my 命中注定。i will treat her more better than my ex. earn $$ for her to enjoy.. hope i can find 命中注定。 den don nid to bother my brothers and fren.. cos they hav their own thing to do oso.. feel pai seh when ever i talk to them while they r doing their thing when i am down.. some times they r busy but they still lend me their listening ears.. feeling thankful but oso feel pai seh to them oso.
i will stop here.. as now very tired..and as i type dono got typo error a not. oso dono type the words or sentence correct a not.. so nid to get some slp.. hope tmr is a better day.
Jian Wei Ah Di
正在寻找我的命中注定。
signing off.
