Thursday, September 24, 2009
The pain i have is unbearable.. i cant handle the pain.. ever since u walked out i have been standing here all alone crying. i cant escape the pain that u gave me.. u were and are my everything. u caused me so much pain.. the pain is unbearable. how can i find a cure for this pain? the pain is unbearable for years, its getting too much for me to handle. my heart is yours but u don't seem to care. u stand there and smile while i am in tears.. broken hearts are never healed.. dealing with the pain and heart break is never easy.. and now i'm here, all alone.. wondering what i have done so wrong.. watching my whole life before my eyes and feeling the cruel world crash down on me.. Can't you see what pain u had caused?Does anyone know that my heart is broken ? perhaps no one really knows because of the laughter I show when I'm with them, no ones know that my heart is hurting because of that person. Years have passed by but the memories are still here.. i may look happy.. take it as nothing had happen. i can laugh and laugh, i can lie to myself, my brothers and my friends.. but i cant lie to my heart.. and the tears from the laughter are the tears from the heartbreak.. hais.. 
;( Ah di );If I'm so emotionless, why does it still hurt ?Sometimes, i wonder if people would be happier if i wasn't here..Signing off
9/24/2009 08:55:00 PM
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