12/31/2009 01:08:00 PM

Its so hard to say goodbye especially to the person, u think u would spend the rest of ur life with.

Its so sad that it hav to end like how it begins,

We started from being strangers den being frens, being more than frens and sudddenly back to being strangers again.

I could say it out loud, i don nid u at all, but tat would be a lie..

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FOR ALL THE TIMES U STOOD BY ME..

FOR ALL THE TRUTH THAT U LET ME SEE..

FOR ALL THE JOY U BROUGHT TO MY LIFE..

FOR ALL THE WRONG U MADE RIGHT...

FOR ALL THE DREAMS U MADE COME TRUE..

FOR ALL THE LOVE U FOUND IN ME

I'LL BE FOREVER THANKFUL..

U R THE ONE WHO HELP ME UP,

NEVER LET ME FALL..

U WERE THE STRENGTH WHEN I WAS WEAK,

U WERE MY VOICE WHEN I COULDN'T SPEAK,

U WERE MY EYES WHEN I COULDN'T SEE,

U SAW THE BEST THERE WAS IN ME.

WHEN LOVE BECOMES A BROKEN HEART,

AND DREAMS BEGIN TO DIE,

I'LL NEVER TRY TO HOLD YOU BACK,

I WOULDN'T TRY CONTROLLING YOU,

IF ITS WAD'S U WAN, ITS WAD'S U WAN,

I WAN WAD BEST FOR U,

I HAV A LOTS OF THING TO SAY TO U..

I LOVE YOU BUT I NID TO SAY GOODBYE..

ITS TIME I LET YOU GO..


AH DI

she once say tat to love is to let go..

3 YRS~

its so hard to say goodbye~

SIGNING OFF

12/30/2009 09:52:00 PM

To All the ones that being confuse in R/S matters,

Remember that you don't choose LOVE.

Loves choose you.

All you can do is accept it for all its mystery,

when it comes into your life!!

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A loads of things happen recently tat i was so unable to react.. Jus wan a peaceful mind for me to relax.. Everything jus happen

so fast.. And led me to not enough rest... keep thinking abt somethings.. wanted to say it out but there's no point saying all this..

saying out may caused everything to lose control..

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Just wanted to say

Leave me alone..

Give me a break..

That's all i wanna say..

Ah di

MIA

Signing off

12/29/2009 04:20:00 PM

Thanks ALL Wishing me Happy Birhday!!

Although i working on my birthday but i still receive bday from everyone regardless it is at work, sms and in

facebook. hmm.. jus wanna say other than my family, she is the 1st one wishing me bday de. :) some will think me

and her can be more than frens. after some serious thought, i think me and her can onli be frens but not more than

that. so bros or frens, can stop talking abt me and her.. blah blah blah.. and ah mei ar.. don intro girls to me liao..

this one is already enughh lo.. lol.. wahaha.. everyone don worry i fine!! maybe jus a bit siao siao when u see me

the nx time..

12 dec coming liao. quite a lot of things to prepare i think. haven go buy food yet.. den dono is there still any lorry

available for renting. dono my bonus coming in le ma.. this months is very busy for me.. work so stress. got a lot

of work to do. and oso some other matters to think this think tat.. til my head almost explode. so wanna enjoy the

bbq with all i can.. cos the whole of jan and feb nx year.. my working schedules is tight, its like all piled up.. don

even hav the time to take leave.. maybe nid work on sat and sun oso.. hais..

Lastly, hope everyone will hav fun with all u can at the bbq!! take this outing to play as much as u can!!maybe

going out later with my frens for drinking session.. i think i gonna becoming fat and fat.. cos work and other

matter stress so nid to relax so will be drinking quite a lot and eat quite a lot oso bah.. me will end here. if got the

time to updates i will updates again.. X'mas and new year 2010 is round the corner.. wish everyone happy X'mas

and a Happy new year 1st.. jus in case i cant updates in future.. =)


ah di

Any pain that one feel will never compare to the regret that comes from walking away from love"

I don think i have anymore chance.

如果上天在给我一次机会，我会告诉她我爱她。

老了没有回忆没关系，不要换来一大堆的后悔。

signing off

12/10/2009 09:22:00 PM

Birthday Countdown Clock Generator HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEHAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAYHAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!=D Happy 23rd Birthday to me!! Thanks PeeAnn, ZhiWen, Peng, Kevin, Jackson, Serene for the Seiko watch!!Up to now onli 1 person wish me nia sia. and that is joel. -.-O.0 Will my birthday be forgotten? LOLs!Hmmm.. Wondering the whole day if she will to wish me happy birthday? I guess should be no ba. cos she told me she got STM Short Term Memory. -.-"Anyway Tml my bday, i'm working! Sians.. sure tio sabo -.- Jus wan to wish myself to have smooth sailing ahead in everything i do!Earn more and more $$$^^ Ah DiSigning off^-^

12/08/2009 08:49:00 PM

This coming sat is big day for all of us celebrating the NOV, DEC and oso JAN bday. not onli we r holding a bday. we r oso holding a gathering for every of us to come play. so i urge whoever sharing this bbq with me, hope ya brought ya frens along. don onli me brought nia.. like very weird. like celebrating my bday like tat.. but anyway.. wad more impt is everyone gather tgt and hav fun!! Today pee ann called me and say he's coming to the BBQ cos he booking out on sat.. woots. so now is ME, zhiwen, serene, jackson, peeann, jaey and xian is confirm.. left kat and peng and kevin not yet confirm. cos they r tied with their schedules. hopefully all will come and hav fun tgt.. think i got ard 5 to 8 army bros and their gfs' coming down and my sister and her gang coming too.

Nx mon 14th dec will be getting my AWS which i getting ard $800++.. hopefully it can credit into my bank on friday night. i think this month pay i getting almost close to 2300 bucks after cutting my cpf. WOO WOO~~ haha..

Actually now i nothing to worry abt.. onli scared on tat day BBQ, the weather change colours nia.. -.- cos this few days is like half hot half cold.. so everyone pls pray very hard to let the gods know tat DON RAIN on tat day!!

i think tat all bah.. hope everyone enjoys!!

ah di
signing off

12/08/2009 06:25:00 PM